Star in the Darkness
Jun. 15th, 2025 12:13 pmRating: G
Characters: Feanor, Turgon, Earendil, Nienna
Warnings: N/a
Summary: Vaire unveils a new tapestry in Mandos.
Note: Written for Tolkien Ekphrasis Week 2025 for the prompt: Textiles & Fashion
AO3 / SWG
The Halls of Mandos were filled with the spirits of the dead—far more than had been there when Fëanor had come, and more than he had ever expected. The flood of them after the Fifth Battle had been terrible. It was quiet, for the dead did not speak, instead passing thoughts in a rush of whispers, and in that time the sounds of their lamentations had been like countless leaves rustling in an unfelt breeze. He had watched the tapestries, seen the battle unfold, red and brown and black—had seen the chaos on the eastern front as his sons were confronted with treachery, had seen the disaster in the west, when Fingon had faced down the host of balrogs alone, and been slain.
He had looked for Fingolfin, then, but Fingolfin was nowhere to be found. Fëanor had watched that unfold, too—that duel that had filled him with equal parts horror and envy, for he had desired the very same confrontation before the gates of Angband.
It would not have ended any differently.
He still wished it had been him.
Now a great crowd of spirits, both Elves and lingering Men, were gathered before the newest tapestry as it fell open down the wall, luminous, gold and silver threads glittering in the pale light of Mandos. Fëanor gazed up at it, astonished. Unlike most other tapestries there was only one figure depicted here, dominating the scene. His hair was woven with warm golden and yellow threads; his skin was tanned and sunburned; Vairë had even picked out the details of its peeling across his nose, and had rendered painstakingly all the frayed threads of his tattered clothes, and the sand and dust encrusted on his bare feet. His eyes were the same warm blue as the sky above him, and his face, weary with grief and stained with tears that seemed to be woven with a thread spun from diamonds, was lit from beneath by the jewel in his cupped hands—the Silmaril, unmistakable even recreated in threads. It almost seemed real, as though he could reach into the tapestry and pluck it from the figure’s hands to have it hard and solid in his hands, shining like a fallen star in the gloom of Mandos.
Beside him he heard a soft sound and turned to find Turgon gazing at the tapestry, hands outstretched—not toward the jewel but to its bearer. “Eärendil,” he cried, “Ardamírë! Precious child, how came you thus to Máhanaxar?” Others took up his cry, until the name Eärendil filled the halls, like a rush of wind in the whispered voices of the dead, tremulous, hardly daring to believe what his coming into the west, bearing a Silmaril, must mean.
More quietly, Turgon whispered, heedless of all others around him, “ From you and from me a star shall arise —so Huor said to me long ago. He is gone; he did not linger to see, but now at last I understand his words. Aiya E ärendil elenion ancalima! Brightest and most beloved son of Men and Elves, child of hope, child of sorrow—would that I had heeded Ulmo’s message.”
Fëanor did not understand those words—not until the next tapestry was unveiled, of a ship gilded in silver sailing up toward the heavens. Eärendil stood at the prow with the Silmaril bound upon his brow, and alongside the ship as it soared was a great white bird. The stars were sewn in diamonds and mithril and the feathers of the bird were of shimmering silk, every pinion delicately stitched. The figure of Eärendil was turned toward the bird, his hand outstretched; he shimmered as though Vairë had scattered stardust upon the tapestry before setting it upon the walls of Mandos. It glittered, even the darkest threads of black and deep blue. With the unveiling of that tapestry the word that echoed through the Halls was not E ärendil, nor even Silmaril , but estel .
“Your Silmaril now is safe from all evil,” Nienna said to Fëanor, appearing as he gazed at the tapestry, counting the threads of it. “What do you say to this, Fëanáro?”
He looked at the tapestry, and at the one before it. “What does it mean, Lady?” he asked.
“The pleas of Elves and Men have been heard,” Nienna said, her voice the whisper of wind through grass, of rainfall upon leaves. “It will be a sign of hope to all who look upon it, from now until the ending of the world. Will you be content, knowing that the work of your hands shines in the morning and in the evening, carried by one who risked everything for the love he bore his family and his world?”
Fëanor bowed his head. “Yes, Lady. I will be content.”